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GLIMPSE

Ira stepped into her apartment like one enters a quiet confession. Russia lay outside her windows—cold, disciplined, distant—much like the life she had built here. Brick by brick, she had constructed herself into someone strong, someone independent. Someone who survived.

She dropped her bag, the weight of the day sliding off her shoulders but not quite leaving her bones. The clock glowed softly: 10:45. Time, always time—moving forward even when the heart stayed behind.

The shower steamed her thoughts into silence. Water traced paths down her skin the way years had traced paths through her life—unasked, unavoidable.

The day clung to her like a second skin, so she let the shower rinse it away. Steam filled the bathroom, blurring the mirror, softening the edges of her reflection.

When she came out, hair damp, soul quieter, she moved to the kitchen. Cooking was her rebellion against loneliness. A ritual. Her favorite hobby not because it fed her body, but because it gave her hands something to believe in.

The stove hummed. Spices bloomed.

And then—she looked at the clock again.

11:45.

Her lips curved into a smile that knew too much. The kind that doesn't reach the eyes but still exists because it must. She took out a mug and mixed flour, sugar, cocoa—small, measured comforts. A mug cake. Simple. Warm. Temporary.

Sixteen years.

Sixteen years since that day—the day that lived inside her like an unwritten law. Her most lovable day. Her most unforgivable one.

She had broken it.

She had broken him.

Not out of cruelty, but out of clarity. She had known—she was not right for him. Some people love like shelter; others love like storms. She was the latter. He deserved peace. She carried fractures.

Trust had always been a language her life refused to teach her. Every time she tried to pronounce it, betrayal corrected her accent. So she chose fear over faith. Silence over staying. Distance over damage.

The microwave beeped softly, like a restrained heartbeat.

As the cake cooled, her gaze drifted to the shelf. A thin notebook rested there—yellowed pages, bent corners, a survivor of many moves and even more denials. She pulled it out gently, as if it might feel pain.

A draft. Written when she was nineteen—when emotions were louder than reason, and love felt like destiny instead of risk.She opened it.

The date stared back at her:

29th November No title.

Because back then, she didn't know what to call it.

A love story?

A goodbye?

A mistake?

A truth too early?

The memories rose—not violently, but faithfully. Fresh as wounds that never learned how to scar. The girl she once was still lived in these pages, hopeful, terrified, brave in a way Aviyukta no longer allowed herself to be.

She closed the book slowly.

Outside, Russia slept under its winter breath. Inside, a woman stood between who she was and who she had been—holding a warm mug cake, an untitled past, and a heart that had learned how to survive..but not how to forget.

And somewhere between 28th and 29th,time held its breath. It had been sixteen years.

Atharyu boarded the flight the way one accepts a truth long postponed.

Not with excitement. Not with dread.

With stillness.

Russia waited beyond the clouds—vast, white, and unyielding. A country that would not ask him who he was, what he believed, or whom he had once loved. That anonymity felt like mercy.

The seatbelt clicked into place. A small sound, final in its certainty.

As the plane began to move, he rested his forehead against the cold window. Airports had always unsettled him. Too many people leaving with hope. Too many returning with none. Every departure felt like a rehearsal for loss.

The announcement overhead was polite, practiced. Time zones were explained. Safety demonstrated. The world reduced itself to procedures.

His phone vibrated in his hand.

He didn’t look at the screen.

He already knew.

Some reminders don’t live in devices. They live in the body—in the tightening of the chest, in the way the breath forgets its rhythm.

29th November.

Sixteen years.

Sixteen years since the day love had taught him its first difficult lesson: that care does not always mean closeness, and restraint is sometimes the purest form of devotion.

The engines roared. The ground fell away.

He closed his eyes—not to sleep, but to remember.

He remembered a girl who listened more than she spoke. Who loved without spectacle. Who carried storms behind calm eyes. A girl who had known herself well enough to walk away before damage became inevitable.

He had wanted to stop her.

He hadn’t.

Some loves demand courage to fight.

Others demand courage to let go.

He had chosen the second. Not because it hurt less—but because it was truer.

The cabin lights dimmed. Passengers shifted, surrendered to sleep, trusted the night to carry them safely forward. Atharyu remained awake, fingers loosely clasped, faith steady but heart unsettled.

He adjusted his watch—a habit born of control, not necessity. Time moved on regardless of permission.

Faith had taught him patience.

Family had taught him duty.

Love had taught him silence.

Outside the window, darkness stretched endlessly, punctured by scattered lights far below—cities full of strangers, each carrying their own version of loss, their own unsaid goodbyes.

He wondered—quietly, carefully—if she still marked the day.

If she paused when the clock crossed midnight.

If memory still found her without warning, the way it found him.

He wondered if survival had taught her the same lessons it had taught him.

The plane moved forward, steady and inevitable, carrying him toward a land wrapped in winter and a past he had never truly left behind.

Somewhere between takeoff and arrival, between belief and longing, Atharyu accepted what he had known all along:

He had never stopped loving her.

He had only learned how to live with the absence—

treating it like faith,

quiet, unseen,

and always present.

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